-Sharron
Poem of a Fallen Angel: Beeseth-amonee
What is fallen like a leaf in the wind,
to its father, the tree, it cannot amend.
For once I was in the Heavens an angel, yea rather, a mighty archangel,
sixth to Lucifer by rank, who worshiped the Creator that called me Aris-seael.
It came to pass that the archangel Lucifer, the angel of light, came unto us,
and with his soft, convincing voice spoke thus,
"Ye are all mighty angels, beautifully and wonderfully made,
some of you that hath outstanding wings, with gold as if it hath been laid.
But why settle for who you are, when thou knowest thou art worth much more,
when ye can be worshiped like unto the Most High, yea, even the Creator.
Come, join my revolution and we will fight as one,
for we are more than conquers, and Creator's Kingdom shall be overcome."
While the archangel yet spake, suddenly, many of the angels rose up to separate themselves from
Lucifer.
Then the archangel Gabriel, who was seventh to Lucifer, filled with shock and disgust,
cried out to the archangel Lucifer and spoke thus.
"How could thou speak such blasphemy against the Most High, Who even created thy mass?''
Nevertheless, I, Aris-seael, said nothing. For why would I when I could become a higher
class?
Then Lucifer answered Gabriel and said,
"Why dost thou tell me of my origin?
For I already know what I came from, I also know who I am,
I am Lucifer, son of the morning, and I also know what I am capable of.''
So the archangel then spread forth his great wings and lifted them up and intertwined them betwixt
each other as one,
moreover Lucifer's countenance did shine, yea, even as bright as the sun.
Lucifer then spoke also unto the congregation of angels,
"From the greatest to the least of angels, even to thee, oh, Peldeli,
behold, my glory."
I, gazing at Lucifer’s countenance of light,
was amazed to see such a sight.
Nevertheless, I said nothing.
Suddenly, the mighty archangel Michael, who was by rank second to Lucifer, translated to our
region of the realm and said unto all the angels,
"Truly, I have come to see what is all the commotion, and why are not ye at your posts of duty?"
The mighty archangel moreover turned his back and saw a strange, bright light,
and out of it spoke Lucifer and said, "Michael, behold my glory and might."
Then the archangel Gabriel went and told Michael all the things that Lucifer had said and done.
Such news so angered Michael, that he drew out his golden sword,
and directed it towards Lucifer and spake this, because he defied creation's Lord.
"Thou dost err in what thou saith, and even more so in the glory which thou hast shown,
for such words is blasphemy, and our glory is but only to glorify the Creator, and the Creator
alone."
But I, Aris-seael, finally spoke in defense of Lucifer, and spake not only to Michael, but unto
the whole congregation of angels.
"Michael, why dost thou condemn Lucifer? For he only desires us to recognize our place in
eternity,
that we have a choice, whether to remain as we are, or to recognize our true worth, that we may
become masters of our own destiny.
All ye angels, follow Lucifer, for he will lead us into victory,
for we could be like unto the Most High, a position in which we are truly meant to be."
Then the archangel Lucifer looked at me, and with a proud smile he spake unto me and said, "My
angel."
Moreover Lucifer turned towards Michael and drew out his sword of pure diamond.
Thus the archangel of light spoke unto the mighty archangel, as well as unto the whole
congregation of angels,
"Thus we shall see who will rule in eternity,
whosoever desires to become what they are meant to be, stand with me."
Suddenly, multitudes of angels flanked beside the angel of light and chanted these words, saying,
"Lucifer, Lucifer! Thou will lead us into victory,
for in thee do we commit our essence, so that we will become masters of our own destiny!"
Then, all the angels saw another bright light,
lo, it was the archangel Michael, in all his angelic might.
With his mighty wings betwixt one another as one,
Michael's countenance had also became as bright as the sun.
Standing in the eye of the mid realm, he spoke these words as sire,
for he had no more appeared like Michael, but an Archangel, with a sword burning with holy fire.
"It is a sorry thing that thou has caused much confusion,
by making thyself and thy followers to believe in an illusion.
Howbeit, I agree with thee on this, we shall see who will rule in eternity,
the Creator, or thee."
The mighty archangel then lifted up his burning sword, and thus cried out unto the remaining
angels,
"Whosoever knows their place in eternity, stand with me,
and draw out thy sword, for we shall cleanse Heaven of this mutiny!"
Suddenly, the remaining angels flanked beside the mighty archangel, and drew out their swords and
cried,
"Truly we are for our Creator, the Most High, and we shall stand and fight by thy side!"
Thus the sides in Heaven's realm were chosen,
except for one, Peldeli, the least of angels, for he but stood as if he were frozen.
Standing alone, void and confused,
the least of angels did not know which side of Heaven’s angels to choose.
The archangel Michael then cried out unto the least of angels,
"Peldeli, why dost thou stand there? Knowest not thou thy place in eternity?
For thou was created to carry the scrolls of duty, and to thus hand them out unto every angel, in
such thou hast followed without mutiny.
So why now art thou confused? Come now and stand with us, and for the Holy One Who
created thee,
yea, Who even created thee for His purpose and glory. "
Then Lucifer also spoke softly unto the least of angels,
"Peldeli, why dost thou stand there? Knowest thou not what thou could become in eternity?
Art not thou tired of being what the Creator positioned you to be? Just an angel, even the least
of angels, a nobody?
Oh, Peldeli, thou art ignorant of the glory and honor which could be bestowed upon thee,
stand with us, for thy sake, and thou shall become all those things that thou art worthy of, if you
only come and follow me."
Then, the least of angels looked at each side of Heavenly angels with uncertainty,
for the choice was his, whether to join the angels who stood for the Creator, or to join the angels
that stood for their own destiny.
Then, the angel Peldeli finally spake these words unto Lucifer, saying,
"Thou art saying one such as I,
could become like unto the Most High?"
The archangel Lucifer, then answered the least of angels,
"Yes. Oh, Peldeli, recognize thy true identity,
and that thou art worth more than what the Creator positioned you to be in eternity."
But the least of angels spake unto Lucifer,
"Nay, I cannot be of more worth,
for if I was, the Creator would have made me thus from my creational birth.
Nonetheless, because of this I shall not fuss,
for He is the Most High, He created me thus.
Yet, I am of worth to the Holy Majesty,
for He had even created me for His purpose and glory, to carry the scrolls of duty.
In such I have no greater privilege and honor to do in eternity,
then to be what the Creator intended for me, for his glorious will, for such is my destiny."
The least of angels then looked unto Michael and said,
"Surely I will stand and fight with thee. Forgive me of my slowness,
for the answer was right before me, only I did not see it in its fullness."
The mighty archangel answered the least of angels and said,
"Peldeli, thou art forgiven,
now come and draw out thy sword, for there shall be a holy cleansing in Heaven."
Lucifer then said unto the least of angels,
"Thou fool."
Moreover Lucifer commanded us angels whom stood with him to draw out our swords,
Then the archangel spake unto Michael these words.
"My saying is not an illusion but a reality,
for in this Kingdom I shall become sole principality."
I, Aris-seael, was very confident, for I was thinking,
since there are more angels on our side than with theirs, surely Creator's Kingdom is ours for the
taking.
We were wrong.
For thus there was a great war in Heaven. However, I will not to tell you how I lost to what I
surely thought was mine,
the rest you can read from the book of Revelation chapter 12, starting at verse 7 through 9.
But I can tell you this, which was not mentioned in the books, it was the voice of the Most
High, the Great Sire,
for after we were defeated, He spake these words that still rings in my ears, words that I will
never forget until I die, when I am finally cast into the lake of fire.
"Lucifer, who art thou to say that the Kingdom of Heaven is thine,
to possess the realms of Heaven, yea, even the beings in Heaven, and all that is Mine?
Who gave thee charge, saith the Lord thy God? Surely not I,
For thou art only to take orders from Me, instead thou hast chosen to defy, why?"
Lucifer said nothing, for there seemed like no more life was left in him.
The Most High then said unto him,
"Lucifer, I pity thee,
for what happened to thy sayings which thou told all the beings in Heaven to disobey Me?
Where is thy sharp tongue now, which saith thou and thy angels will rule your own destiny, then
overcome My Kingdom and build thine own in eternity?
Oh, Lucifer, thou art but a bluff to Me.
I do not see how thou could even think such a thing,
for in such thou should have known that there is only One Creator, Lord, and King."
The Creator moreover said,
"Because of what thou and thy angels have said and done, ye are no more holy unto me,
ye shall be cast out from Heaven, from Me, for lo, there is no more place in Heaven for thee."
The Most High then said unto the angels whom stood and fought for Him,
"My angels, ye stood for Me, ye fought bravely, I am pleased with each one of thee,
yet, out of every one of thee, I am more pleased with Peldeli."
The Most High then called the angel Pedeli to step forward, and said thus,
"Peldeli, I Am very pleased with thee,
for when thou was greatly tempted of all the angels, yet thou humbled thyself and thus stood and
fought for Me.
Yet, I Am very wroth with thee, for thou saidst thou could not be of more worth unto Me,
knowest thou not that I, even I, created all things for My pleasure and glory? That ye have all a
part to play in eternity?"
Peldeli fell down on his face, and said unto the Creator,
"Oh, Holy One, forgive me of my wrong thinking, my Lord, my Maker."
The Most High thus forgave the angel, and then said unto him,
"Yea, thou art surely worth more unto Me than thou knowest."
Moreover, the Most High said unto Peldeli,
"Lift up thy head, saith the Lord thy God, and stand,
For in the fallen angel’s stead, thou shall be the new angel of My right hand.
For thus thou shalt be of the greatest of ranks and numbers,
and thou shall take the angel of light's place, yea, even Lucifer's.
Because thou was content with the little things that I had given thee,
thou shalt be one of My covering cherubs, for evermore in eternity."
Then, the Most High Looked at us angels whom were against Him, and said unto us,
for in our judgment, He spake thus,
"Ye angels, ye have disobeyed and fought against thy Creator, yea, even against Me,
for in thinking ye could overcome My Kingdom, ye have caused unforgivable mutiny."
Thus He gave judgment unto every one of us angels.
The Most High lastly called my name and said these words, which in my ears still trembles.
"Aris-seael, I have not much to say unto thee,
for in greed, thou hast followed Lucifer, just to become a higher class in eternity.
Now art thou become a stink unto Me. Because thou hast tried to step into a place in which
thou were not to trod,
now thy holy name shall be taken away from thee, as well as thy place, saith the Lord thy God."
So the Most High said unto the fallen, and unto Lucifer,
"Because ye angels are no more holy unto Me,
ye cannot stay here in Heaven, so, Lucifer, I say unto thee,
yea, I shall give thee a kingdom, lo, and it shall be far beneath Me,
with darkness as its beauty, and a bottomless pit as its throne, thy domain shall be a kingdom fit
for the iniquity found in thee.
Because thou art not anymore holy unto Me, thou and thy angel's Heavenly names shall be taken,
unto thee I shall give a more fitting name, because of thine iniquity, henceforth thou shall be called
Satan.
Moreover, thou shalt surely know what it is to feel My wrath,
because thou hast not walked in Mine Own provided Way, but instead chose to take thine own
path."
Thus, we were cast out from Heaven,
with our Heavenly names taken, we were given names that will forever mark us as the forsaken,
from angel, to demon.
As we fell from Heaven, from grace, past the stars,
Satan said unto us, "Do not worry my angels, nor be dismayed, for this planet called Earth, we
shall make it our domain to conquer, for it is ours!"
Thus, we have a new goal, which is to destroy the creation that is man.
My personal reason to destroy them is that though they were born in sin,
they, unlike me, have the possibility of redemption for their iniquity dwelling within.
For they can obtain grace,
because there was Someone sent by the Creator Who once took their place, for before, man was a
fallen race.
Moreover, there is yet another form of man, a people in which we try to destroy because of fear,
the children of God, who walks on earth, we tremble every time we hear they are near.
I not only fear, but hate them, for they can go to where I was cast out from,
and that they are like unto the Most High, a position in which I could not become.
For by mercy they can enter into that glorious habitation,
but I am brought abase, clothed with the robe of desolation, which is my utmost humiliation.
Nonetheless, what is done is done, to the Heavens I cannot return,
thus, my eyes are blackened with regret. Although I have hope in Satan’s promise that we will
one day overcome, I cannot help but to remember when God condemned us all to burn.
For I thus know that I am forever separated, forever marked for the end,
that I will soon perish at the hands of my father, the tree, in whom which I cannot amend, because
I have fallen like a leaf in the wind.
I, a fallen one, write this poem unto thee,
I, Beeseth-amonee.
11/20/13 © by Philip Gibbs
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